7 years (SI K world remix)

Lately,I feel so alone
最近我輾轉反側自感孤獨
Dont even know why I have a phone
甚至忘記了手機的作用是什麼
Nobody hits me up and Im stuck, never had someone
沒人與我聯絡，我卻束手無策
that I could call my-own
從未擁有過自己愛的人
Its lonely walking down this road
走在小路上真的好冷
Fake friends that I didnt have to know
所謂的朋友我卻從未真正了解
The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I
而朋友總是相似的，都使我為了他們變得那麼糟
need em and I turn around they just turn-ghost
可不管何時我轉身求助，他們卻化作幻影消失不見
I feel Im at an all-time low
我時時刻刻都身處幽谷等不到陽光
I am depressed and it hurts me to know
我感到沮喪，而最傷人的是
My ex is happy and I cant seem to cope
前任們都過得很開心，我卻連拉起嘴角也做不到
Shes ignoring every text message I wrote
她故意忽視我顫抖著打出的每一條信息
My anxietys high, my medications low
我的情緒低落，我的藥物積累
I am so stressed and I hate being home
壓力使我喘不過氣，我恨空無一人的棲身之所
I sit and overthink everything alone
我一個人坐著，事無鉅細使我頭疼欲裂
I wish I had somebody to hold,damn
可惡，我多麼希望我能擁人入懷
Im sick and tired of putting up a front
我對於裝出一副高興的模樣感到噁心
Like Im happy, but really I am in a slump
為什麼沒有人發現我在黑暗中不斷掙扎？
I try to stay strong, screaming, 'I dont give a ****!'
我試圖喊出，我才不屑於愛！我想我盡力了
But if anybody would give it,then Im the one
但是如果有人願意施捨與我，我想我也會卑躬屈膝地捧起
I wanna put down my walls and open up
我想要拆除我的心牆，我想要向別人展示
I hide behind this rapper Ive become
我想要成為的說唱歌手的模樣
Addicted to bein accepteds like a drug
我希望自己像毒品一樣使人上癮
No ones here, I feel like Im ready to plunge
可是沒人在聽啊，我想我唯一的出路就是永遠留在海底
I remember you said my music was wack
我記得你說我的音樂很怪異
Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
我記得老師勸我放棄我所謂的藝術
They said the image and the drive is what I lack
我記得他們說我的音樂有很多不足之處
Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap
使我感覺我永遠無法接近說唱。是的，我記得啊
Well, I ignored that, I said, '**** it and snapped
好吧，我不以為意，我說，去你們的
Over twenty million plays , where are my haters at?
好幾百萬個回合了，我的反對者呢你們去哪裡了？
I didnt need a label to give me a chance
我才不需要那些唱片公司給我機會
The day I sell out an arena Ill feel like Im the man
當我的唱片被搶空，我感到我就是那個天選之子
Buzzin hard,but to find nothing
小人們在背後拼命地已經議論我，但是只是一群螻蟻罷了
Never found someone who really loves me
但是，沒有人真正地愛我
People comin around now cause Im gettin money
人們在我身邊聚起眾來因為我掙地盆滿體缽
A few plays later, now they all see something
可是後來他們還是發現了
The same guy that is from the start
發現我就是那個怯懦的人沒有一絲改變
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
那個被前任傷地遍體鱗傷的男人
The same guy who turned music into his art
那個把音樂看做自己藝術的少年
The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein a star
那個想要變成巨星的七歲男孩
Im twenty-two, and I wont let myself down
我22了，我絕不會讓我對自己失望
I stood up right after I fell down
跌倒後我重新站起
Its hard to see Heaven when you know youre
當你知道自己終歸於地獄時
Hell-bound
很難看見天堂
I never really opened up and thats until now
在此之前我從沒有吐露過心扉
I hope that I never lose you
但是我現在想說，我絕對不會搞丟你
If I could choose one person, I would choose you
如果只有一個人能夠供我選擇，我會選擇你
I hope you understand my pain
我希望你能透過我的拙劣偽裝看見我身負的痛苦
Cause thats something that we all gotta go-through
因為我們將會攜手渡過苦難
I hate being down this road
我討厭走在這條陰冷的小路上
Been down before
在我以前走的時候
I feel like I need you more
我能感到我更需要你了
Im so alone
我輾轉反側自感孤獨
Since I was seven years old
自從我還是一個想變成巨星七歲男孩
My futures all Id imagine
我的未來還有待幻想的時候
And now Im here and I look back, Im screamin;
可現在回頭看看我走過的路吧
'Damn it'
我大喊，去他的
This the life, I never planned it
這生活，我從未準備面對它
No,I never planned it
是的，我從未準備面對它