IMG one

Yeah, everydays a battle
我每日都在與生活作鬥爭
The pressures getting the best of me
壓力將我壓垮
Swear I wanna quit but I gotta give what is left in me
我發誓我想要退出但我得付出我剩下的一切
Constant criticism, Im never letting it get to me
經常受到批判我不會讓這些影響到我
I am tunnel vision until I get what is meant for me
我的視野狹隘直到我認識到什麼對我來說是有意義的
In the studio late nights, Im building a legacy
深夜的工作室裡我正創造我的遺產
Making timeless music so everybody remembers me
作出永恆的音樂讓所有人能記住我
When Im by myself I reflect on all of my memories
當我孤身一人時我總會想起我所有的記憶
Then I rap about it cause musics my only remedy
我把它們做成說唱因為音樂是我唯一的良藥
My ex was a mess and I should of left and been done with it
我和我前任的關係就是一樁爛攤子我應該離開並了結它
I knew that she was damaged as **** but I still stuck with it
我早知道她內心是壞掉的但我還是忍下來了
Covert narcissist, I dealt with the trauma that comes with it
隱形自戀者我處理隨之而來的傷痛
Thought that I could save her til I lost myself because of it
一直覺得我能救她直到我也因為這些破事迷失了
She has hella demons and she continues to run from it
有太多惡魔住在她身體裡但她只是一味的逃避
Shell repeat the toxic cycle again til shes numb to it
她會一直重複著這惡性循環直到她對此麻木
I can expose her but its not even worth discussion it
我可以揭穿她但這根本不值一提
Her being hers already the greatest punishment
她做她自己已經是對她最大的懲罰了
* *** seeking revenge, Im too busy tryna chart
太想要復仇我忙著制定計劃
Im tryna place on Billboard and walk around with the stars
我想登上billboard榜單和群星並肩
Wanna reach accolades that clearly set us apart
想要獲得榮譽這能讓我和你不一樣
Tothe point where she hears my song when shes out drunk at a bar
最主要的是她在酒吧喝得爛醉時聽到我的歌
And reality hits her hard, then her man ask her 'whats wrong ?'
現實讓她大受打擊她的男人在她旁邊問她怎麼了？
And now shes silent, then she starts smiling, tryna play it off
此後她變得沉默隨後她開始微笑試圖放下
Cause in that split second she starts to realize who she truly lost
因為在那個瞬間她開始反應過來她真正失去了誰
All our memories gone, youre why we are where we are
我們所有的回憶已然消散你就是我們現在為什麼變成這樣的原因
Feel like this is it, it is what it is
感覺我們就到這裡了就這麼回事兒了
The bigger I get, the more cautious of who Im with
隨著年紀增長我對身邊的人就越警惕
So I always stick by my lonely just hoping that I dont slip
所以我總是孤獨的只希望我不會犯錯
They wanna see you win, just not doing better then them
他們想看你贏不過不能超越他們
And people like that lose, ha, yo, I love it
那樣的人會失敗呵活該
Im slowly admiring the person who Im becoming
我逐漸開始欣賞自己成為的樣子
The climb doesnt end so Im not focusing on the summit
攀登沒有終點所以我不會把注意力放在所謂的頂峰
Im focused on the journey, theres not to many who done it
我專注於這個過程沒幾個人能像我這樣
And **** this industry, you rappers are talking Ls
fk這個行業你們這些說唱歌手遲早失敗
Tryna hold me to standards that you dont hold for yourselves
用著各種標準約束我卻從來不約束您們自己
Authenticity sells, your numbers arent doing well
實話告訴你你們行情不太行
Your stories are fairytale, the fans can easily tell
你的故事就是童話粉絲都能輕易看穿
Bosses couldnt see where my head was at back in the days
老闆們根本沒看出我以前怎麼想的
When I was employed and slaving for minimum wage
那時還在上班為了那一點點工資做牛做馬
Pushing carts at Walmart and I would write on my breaks
在沃爾瑪推手推車在休息的時間寫點歌詞
Always scarified time cause I always knew what it takes
我總是恐懼時間的流逝因為我早知道它會帶走什麼
Now my house is the bachelors house with all the girls who visit
現在我家就是單身之家和所有來玩的女孩一起
I **** em but never love em because I am back on my business
我對她們走腎不走心因為我現在專注事業
Knowing Im dying for love but Im so afraid of commitment
我知道我正為愛而死可我如此害怕去承諾
Cause when it comes to love I get hurt whenever I give it
因為每當我放下心防去愛時我總會受傷
Im used to people bouncing, dipping out and then leaving me
我習慣了那些人蹦蹦跳跳來到我身邊隨心所欲對我最後離開我
Just to come back and see I replace them immediately
就回頭來看看我怎麼把她們迅速換掉
I was tryna find who I need when really I needed me
在我真的需要自己時我卻在思考尋找我需要誰
I need to be alone, Im realizing thats how it needs to be, Im gone
我需要獨處我發現這是必要的我走了
Yeah, Im gone, Im gone, Im gone, Im gone
嗯我決定離去
Please dont chase me
不要來找我
Please dont chase me, Im gone, Im gone
別來救我讓我走吧