This is my favorite Eminem song
這是我最愛的一首Eminem的歌
God dammit he is my beacon of the world
他是我世界的指明燈
Apologize to switch this positive song into a negative one
抱歉將這麼積極的歌變成了一首消極的歌
But I don't know what to do
但我別無選擇
We're fu- ked
我們玩完了
We're freaks
我們是怪胎
We're the outsiders who's chasing dreams
我們是追逐夢想的局外人
So now listen to our suicide note
請聽我們的遺言
Really got no place to go
已經無處可去
I'm just sitting inside the hotel room
我坐在旅館的房間裡
Figure out what's the next move
試圖搞清楚自己的下一步
Or the blueprint I piced to race the moon
或者完成去追逐月亮的藍圖
I lost my parents I lost my sight
我失去了父母，失去了視野
I lost my sirens I lost my grind
我失去了警鐘，失去了毅力
If I do got the chance to open up the light
如果我有機會打開一盞燈
I open it right
我會立即打開它
Now I just don't feel the vibe
我感覺不到生者的氣息
Call me cool girl I hate that glide
我討厭別人叫我酷女孩
I'm no longer JJ I'm no longer Ciri
我不再是JJ我也不再是Cirilla
I just feel so goddamn tired
我感到累至崩潰
Nobody can help me alive
沒人能夠幫助我活下去
Except for Jason he's by my side
除了Jason他一直在我身邊
I love my mother though she don't know this sh!t you cannot deny
我愛我的母親儘管她無法明白但你也不能否認
I just wanna live my life
我只想過生活
But I can't do it if fight nine to five
但每日不停歇地爭吵只會讓我失去希望
Your support is everything I guess I have to say goodbye
你的支持曾代表一切但我想我不得不說再見了
Mom I wish we could solve this out
媽我希望我們可以解決問題
But you change so fast always move around
但你總是變臉太快
Cuz you know I'm too stubborn to give up so I'll die tonight
因為你知道我太固執以至於我會死在今晚我也不會放棄
In my shoes, just to see
站在我的立場去看
What it's like to be me
成為我是什麼樣的
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
我會成為你，我們交換視角
Just to see what it'd be like to
看看到底會發生什麼
Feel your pain, you feel mine
我感受你的痛苦，你感受我的
Go inside each other's minds
深入彼此的思想
Just to see what we find
為了看看我們究竟能發現些什麼
Look at sh!t through each other's eyes
通過對方的眼睛看看世界會是什麼樣
But this is why I plan to do suicide
但這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
This is why I plan to do suicide
這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
Jason Todd is here if I ever got the chance to say I'm sorry
我如果擁有機會去說抱歉
But mom I don't got the condole to say at my fu-king funeral
但媽我不會在我的葬禮上說些什麼
Night and light's a flip of switch
黑夜與光明總是一瞬之間
And my demon is lying the street
內心的惡魔就躺在顯而易見的地方
For five years he's damaging but nobody hear it I guess this is it
五年來它破壞做盡但沒人在意
So I'm preparing for this toxicant
所以我準備好了毒藥
Parents is what he duck as he can
父母是我盡全力逃避的
There's an area to talk but he just wanted to lock this land
有一些交流的機會但也只是徒勞
When I was little you don't even try to buy my words
當我小的時候我告訴你們我的情況你們就不相信我
What can I do except for shuting my mouth
那我除了把嘴縫上還能做些什麼
The habit grows you blame me for being quiet
當這個習慣慢慢紮根之後你們又開始指責我不會表露情感
I wish I could jaw you and back to the past you could feticide
我真希望我能用電鋸將你們分成兩半然後回到過去讓你墮胎
Commit homicide so no need to lead suicide
這樣以過失殺人結束就沒有必要自殺了
This time JJ's by my side while you stand outside
當你們站在圈外的時候這次JJ在我身邊
Don't tell me I'm childish cuz based on what you said it's all the crap
別告訴我我不成熟因為基於你們所說的那都是屁話
In my shoes, just to see
站在我的立場去看
What it's like to be me
成為我是什麼樣的
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
我會成為你，我們交換視角
Just to see what it' d be like to
看看到底會發生什麼
Feel your pain, you feel mine
我感受你的痛苦，你感受我的
Go inside each other's minds
深入彼此的思想
Just to see what we find
為了看看我們究竟能發現些什麼
Look at sh!t through each other's eyes
通過對方的眼睛看看世界會是什麼樣
But this is why I plan to do suicide
但這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
This is why I plan to do suicide
這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
Dear mother I don't wanna make you scared
母親我並不想讓你擔驚受怕
But I just don't know what to say If I'm going against
但當我背棄全世界後我並不知道如何開口
Like a motherfu-king queer
就像是個同志
What you fu-king stared
你們稀奇古怪地在盯著些什麼
At my fu-king dream
我的夢想就有這麼奇怪嗎
It's almost weird
真是奇了怪了
But your son is different only if you could see it clear
但你的兒子是獨特的如果你能看仔細了
Now picture this again
現在重溫下這個場景
I went hell without restraint
我不受控制衝入地獄
Consider me as a fu-king freakshow but I'm doing all I can
說我是怪胎但我只是在做我能做的
The sorrow I went through made me who I am
我經歷的痛苦鑄就了我
Our journey is right off the bat
我們的旅程才剛剛開始
But we need your help you're our parents after all
但我們仍需要你們的幫助畢竟你是我們的家人
We've been flopping over each other's tape
我們逼彼此發瘋
And put hooks in our face
我們陷入了致命的僵局
But rap is my goddamn fate
但說唱就是我的命運
If I can't make it then I'mma fu-king fade
如果我不做我的生命便會逝去
And I ball back to the wall
所以我全力以赴
Go bananas and do my work
發瘋似的工作
And I gotta make it or make it no chance for other options at all
我必須做到沒有其他的選項
But I need to consider my fu-king will
但我需要在意我的感受
If I 'm feeling bad then I'm ill
如果我感覺不好那我一定是生病了
I can eat and sleep but still
我可以吃飯睡覺
One day fear will finally got me killed
但是總有一天恐懼將我捕殺
If you can't get that I don't wanna spill
如果你理解不了那我便不會再說
It's waste of time but I love you it's all you need to know
浪費時間，但我愛你你只需要知道這點
And I'mma go out against the world
我將獨自出去與世界為敵
And I won't stop until I die tomorrow
我不會停下除非我死掉
In my shoes, just to see
站在我的立場去看
What it's like to be me
成為我是什麼樣的
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
我會成為你，我們交換視角
Just to see what it'd be like to
看看到底會發生什麼
Feel your pain, you feel mine
我感受你的痛苦，你感受我的
Go inside each other's minds
深入彼此的思想
Just to see what we find
為了看看我們究竟能發現些什麼
Look at sh!t through each other's eyes
通過對方的眼睛看看世界會是什麼樣
But this is why I plan to do suicide
但這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
This is why I plan to do suicide
這就是我自殺的原因
They could never get to my mind goodbye
他們永遠不會理解所以永別
Bless me Marshall
保佑我Eminem
You the power that gets me to this day
你是使我站到今天的力量
I'm nothing without your music
沒有你的音樂我什麼也不是
But sadly I'm still nothing
悲劇的是我現在仍什麼也不是
So I guess I have to pack my bags
所以我要打包我的行囊了
And go on the road everybody reject about
然後走上所有人反對的道路
Thank you,I love you,appreciate you
感謝你，我愛你，永遠保持感恩
I couldn't even write a single sh!t without you
沒有你我什麼也不會寫出來
You made my life
你造就了我的今天
I 'm outtie
我得走了
Keep it going my man
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的兄弟
Keep it going my man
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的兄弟
Keep it going my man
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的兄弟
Keep it going my man
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的兄弟
Keep it going my girl
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的姐妹
Keep it going my girl
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的姐妹
Keep it going my girl
忠於自己，永不放棄，我的姐妹
Eminem-suicide note(Eminem remix)（Jason Todd remix）