Thirty

編曲 : 楊不對VanyAngMJ
你會挽留我嗎？
製作人 : 楊不對VanyAngMJ
你還會相信我嗎？
Will you hold me？
基於妄想的自護機制
Will you f**king believe me？
卻無法息止我的顫抖
Demonstrated by an empty illusion
二十五歲我們漫無目的流徙
Self-protection，but I'm all of a shiver
二十八歲依舊無法達意通情
Where could we go when we were 25？
如今趟入一池濁水三十年
Turned to 28, still got no sanity
在惶恐中裹緊稀碎的理想入睡
The third decade since I really stepped into this mess
我抹殺了我所有的言語
Now we barley made it through the day
因為不曾有人留心聆聽

一起來瞧瞧吧，這美好的世界
I' ve murdered all the words I said
聽天由命或是細細斟酌，結局並沒有絲毫差別
Cause no one's really listening
耳畔的呢喃匯攏為一句：你活該如此狼狽
（ You see that？It's just getting even and even better right now）
千折百輾，已過經年，滿腔的疑惑亦不曾改變

看一顆顆子彈狩獵一個個拒絕老去的少年
Toss a coin，choose a way，noticed that nothing's change
我並不想探究深奧的科學，只期望明了所謂人之常理
All the whispers saying：you deserved to lose this game
晶瑩澈亮的城市，如我透明的棺槨
Getting aged，a participant，the problem's still the same
世故與天真的矛盾體
Behold another bullet hunted down another Peter Pan
滿是解答卻找不到相對應的問題
It aint rocket science, it's just common sense
我們自卑與內疚的心
When the crystal city is turning into my early grave
被操控著、指責著早已百孔千瘡

時代的棄子、透支見底的激情
Sophisticate、contradiction
你想成為基石、主宰？或是一個恥辱的印跡？
Got no question for the answer，what a coincidence
龐大失望的綜合體
Guilty conscience、lack of foundation
才三十餘載而已，卻早已凋零殆盡
We' ve been scolded, manipulated, totally wasted
Disconnection、drained out the
passion
Be the pillar，the dominator or such a shame？
Disappointed, disappointing, disappointment
30 something30 something 30 for NOTHING

錄音: 楊不對VanyAngMJ
混音: 楊不對VanyAngMJ
母帶: 楊不對VanyAngMJ
對白: 蔣之珏/陳思揚
合唱男聲: Romeo/楊不對VanyAngMJ
合唱女聲: 趙捅捅
錄音工作室: Random House Shanghai
出品: 星團音樂
發行: 智慧小狗