Portra 400

總在忍著痛說笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在絞痛卻表現得若無其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
Spiralling in bathrooms, tile on cheek
Telling me the drugs will only make me weak
但我本就清楚
Don't you think I know that?
我不是不知道
Don't you think I know that?
留給我幾塊月光石
Keeping bits of moonstone next to me
想給你擦擦臉但你不情願地掙脫把臉弄出血
Tried to shave your stubble, but you gashed your cheek
你怎麼這般警惕
Won't you stay away?
不願靠近我半步
Won't you stay away from me?
在你身邊
With you I'm always
我都會忍著痛說笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在絞痛卻表現得若無其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
你撒謊時同我一樣容易被看穿
You look like me when you lie
我眼中流著滾燙的星火
Boiled blood star shifts in the window of my eye
你以暖意刺痛我的傷疤
You put warm salt to the stitch
不知止損地受著你帶來的苦
And I suffer for the sky that you shook nine times
你有著燒焦芙蓉的氣味
You smell like burnt hibiscus
我把你的所有惡意都當作祝福
I still feel blessed even when you're *****ing
你不費力氣讓我絕命
You stole my spine for a minute
剃了頭髮只為博你一笑
So I cut my hair just to make you smile
總在忍著痛說笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在絞痛卻表現得若無其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
總在忍著痛說笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在絞痛卻表現得若無其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones