Tonight This Ends

She said
I can't do this anymore
Tonight this end
I have been here before
Tonight this end
She said the words in the mirror like she's supposed to
Wrote a note, goodbye, in dark blue
But last year was the same thing, nothing changed
She couldn't follow through
](I dont think that I can tell the truth)
I dont think that I can tell the truth
Cause if I tell the truth than Ill be lonely
Honestly I rather just be used
Mabye some day Ill learn to be happy
What if he finally comes around?
Then she might feel, like shell be one whos missing out
So she'll hold it in
Like a cork in a bottle
Dying inside
But smiles like a model
Makes the problem minimal, just waiting on a miracle
I dont think that I can tell the truth
Cause if I tell the truth than Ill be lonely
Honestly I rather just be used
Mabye some day Ill learn to be happy
And how does anybody stay in love
There must be something wrong with me
If you really know me, would I be enough?
If I was honest you would probebly leave me
(I dont think that I can tell the truth)
I dont think that I can tell the truth
Cause if I tell the truth than Ill be lonely
Honestly I rather just be used
Mabye some day Ill learn to be happy