Breakdown

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Yeah)
And I miss days where I used to feel like me (You know)
Cause Ive been trapped in all the freedom
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Too much is too much)

You know
Uh, they fightin my demons but they aint fightin fair
But I keep sayin that everything is all right I swear
All alone in a dark space, aint no light in there
Whats ****ed up is I might actually like it there
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
Feel like Im breaking in places they put the pressure on
Im the one in my circle they all depending on
I do it though I need these drugs Ive become dependent on
Someone tried to confront me now we dont get along
In my business they trippin off what Im sippin on
They cant reach the pedestal that my head is on
But truthfully Ive been breaking down just finally lettin on

Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
I need you, I need you (I got you )
Oh, Im in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
Over soon (Yeah)
Oh, oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (I got you), I need you, I

Uh, crowded space but I feel alone
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
Somewhere on the road ****ed up but I'm missin home
No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on
Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize
They judgin my ways, but wont empathize
You couldnt walk in my shoes, Im not tellin lies
Since 21, Ive been runnin a whole enterprise
Provide for too many people, I cant jeopardize
But Ive been breakin in half to two separate lives
Mister Hodges died lookin at Jekylls eyes
I start becoming somebody I cant recognize

Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
I need you, I need you (I need you too)
Oh, Im in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
Over soon (Yeah)
Oh, oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (Ey), I need you (Wooh), I

Oh (Uh) , I need you (I got you)
Oh, I need you (I got you)

So comeover
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
Over soon (Yeah)
Oh, oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you (I got you)

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (You know)
And I miss days where I used to feel like