Lose

I will never know if you love me
我永遠都不會知曉你是否真的愛我
Or my company, but I don't mind
或許需要我的陪伴但我並不在乎
Coz I ain't tryna be the one
因為我從未奢求成為你命中註定的那個人
Been through this a thousand times
歷經千辛萬苦
I don't need to take your heart,
我無需獲得你的真心
You keep yours, I'll keep mine
我們互相做好自己各自安好
All I really know is when I'm lonely
I hate that I'm lonely,
我僅僅知道當我形單影隻的時候
And that's why I let you in,
我厭棄這種孤獨感
And maybe in another life
這也是我為何讓你闖入我心扉
We fight all day, kiss all night
或許在另一種生活之中
But I don't wanna break your heart,
我們會整日爭執不休但又於夜晚親密纏綿親吻
You keep yours, I'll keep mine
但我並不想令你心傷
I know
我們互相做好自己各自安好
We know better so,
We'd both better go
我知曉
I don't need a reason
我們都很清楚
To keep on dreamin'
我們還是互相釋懷吧
That we don't lose, yeah what's the use?
我並不需要理由
I don't need a reason
去沉醉幻想著
To keep on dreamin', oh
我們並未輸於感情的比賽可有什麼用呢
That we can win at anything at all
我並不需要理由
Am I the only one who sees right through this?
去沉醉幻想著
Yeah all this bulls**t, don't play me for no fool
我們終修成正果
Yeah you don't gotta lose your mind, every time
I don't call
我是唯一看穿一切的人嗎？
And I should never have to win your love
只不過是廢話一樁別拿來糊弄我
Then hate myself when I don't, oh, oh
每次就算我不給你打電話
Fickle as you are,
你也不會因此失去理智
That's exactly why I keep on running back
我本不該追求你的愛
Coz I'm brittle at the parts
但內心因此若有所失時總是懊惱不已
Where I wish I were strong
你變化無常
And maybe when you need my help, I like myself
所以我繼續返回你的身旁
When it's over
因為我是如此脆弱不堪
But later in the light, you go dark and rogue,
我多麼希望自己內心更加堅強
And I need closure
或許當你需要我的幫助的時候
And I know,
幫助後我會內心更加自信
Whatever this is ain't love
但之後光輝之下你卻愈漸暗沉
So I'm goin'
我需要做個了結
I'm gonna let you go, let you go
I don't need a reason
我知道
To keep on dreamin'
無論如何這都不是愛
That we dont lose, yeah what's the use?
所以我選擇離開
I don't need a reason
我也選擇讓你離開我
To keep on dreamin'
That I can win this stupid thing called love
我並不需要理由