Angels of Porn II

My bedroom smells like rotten food
我的臥室聞起來像腐爛的食物
and I guess so do I
也許我自己身上也有這種味道
Its harder to be good in here
與其待在這裡
than it is to starve and die
不如飢餓而死

Id give my body to satan
我會把身體獻給惡魔
if I could only keep my soul
前提是我的靈魂還屬於我
But I can't seem to find the split
但是靈與肉的界限
between them anymore
我彷佛再也找不到

My hair is falling out again
我的頭髮又一次披散下來
and I dont really care
我真的不在意
I try to stir my conscience
我努力地振作精神
It was never really there
但我的意識早已不在這裡

Your fingers up inside of me
我感覺你的手指
feel like fingers down my throat
在我的咽喉間遊走
Everything is fine in heaven
天堂裡什麼都很好
but Ill never get to know
但我永遠不會親眼見到

Make sacrifice in bathtubs
在浴缸裡
and stained bed covers
在污漬斑駁的床單上做出犧牲與獻祭
Soak all of my clothes in holy water
用聖水浸透我的每一件衣服
and drown them like a crying son
就像是
drown them like a crying daughter
溺死哭叫著的孩童
Praying in the night to the angels of porn
在夜晚向掌管色欲的天使祈禱
nails in their wrists, knees on the floor
手指甲嵌入天使的腰肢雙膝跪地
Great lakes full of cum extracted from everyone
乳白色液體匯成的大湖來自於每一位男子