Barren

Curdled like milk in the summer heat
夏天热得像牛奶凝固一样
My skin’s gone soft
我的皮肤变软了
My head is spoiled
我的头被宠坏了
My heart’s a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you
我的心就像一只疯狗，想把牙齿咬进你的身体里
You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive
你以为你看到了光，但是森林大火正在吞噬着我
My limbs are dead and dry
我的四肢干枯
My ribcage cradles dirt and ****s
我的胸腔里满是泥土和杂草
I’m empty inside
我心无一人
And I will never be able to love you
我将永远不能爱你
I couldn’t if i tried
就算我努力也不行
And I will lay down next to you
我会躺在你身边
But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我担心一具死尸会比我的感觉更温暖
Cause I’m barren on the inside
因为我内心是贫瘠的
I’m barren on the inside
我的内心是贫瘠的
You tried to make love to my empty womb
你试图和我空虚的子宫做爱
Tried to stuff me like a doll with pieces of you
想把你的碎片像洋娃娃一样塞进我的肚子里
But it all seeps from my loosened seams
但这一切都从我松开的缝隙中渗出
I took myself apart and cut off my strings
我把自己剖开，割断了绳子
And scraped the remains from my starving bowels
从我饥饿的肠子里挖出残骸
Collected them into garbage piles
把它们收集到垃圾堆里
To tie in bags
系在袋子里
Sink in the lake
沉入湖中
And bury at the bottom all my sad mistakes
把我所有的悲伤错误埋葬在海底
Cause I will never be able to love you
因为我永远不能爱你
I couldn’t if i tried
就算我努力也不行
And I will lay down next to you
我会躺在你身边
But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我担心一具死尸会比我的感觉更温暖
Cause I’m barren on the inside
因为我内心是贫瘠的
I’m barren on the inside
我的内心是贫瘠的