Letter To God

Dear God,
親愛的上帝
Im writing this letter to you
我正在給你寫信呢
Cause i dont have a clue
因為我現在沒什麼線索
Can you help me
你能幫幫我嗎？
Im sitting here, simply trying to figure out
我坐在這裡，只是想弄清楚
What my lifes all about
關於我生活的一切
Can you tell me?
請你告訴我吧
I never wanted to be
我從來都不想成為
the person you see
你眼前的這種人啊
Can you tell me who i am?
告訴我，我到底是誰？
I always wanted to die
我總是渴望著死亡
But you kept me alive
但你讓我活下來了
Can you tell me who i am
告訴我，我到底是誰？
I lie awake conducting this symphony
我躺在那裡指揮著交響樂
That you have gifted to me
這是你對我的恩典
But i cant ever sleep
但我無法入睡
Dont be mad
請不要生氣
But i get weak inside
但我內心變得軟弱
And i start to fall apart
我開始分崩離析
cause i feel nothing
因為我什麼都感受不到了
I never wanted to be some kind of comic relief
我從來都不想淪為笑柄啊
Please show me who i am
求你了，請告訴我，我到底是誰
Ive been tortured and scorned
我被折磨，被蔑視
Since the day that i was born
從我出生那天起就開始忍受
But i dont know who i am
我不知道我是誰
And i thank You, man, for everything
我感謝你做的一切，伙計
Sorry, im so frightened about all of this
抱歉，我對這一切都感到害怕
But i wish i could give You more
但我希望我能給你更多
And all the lights are shining down on me
所有的燈光都照在我身上
And i feel intimated by it all
也許這是一種暗示
I never wanted to be
我從來都不想成為
the person you see
你眼前的這種人啊
But thank you
但是無論如何，謝謝你
Oh God, please tell me now
上帝，請你告訴我吧
Are you disappointed, are you proud?
你很失望嗎？你很自豪嗎？
Havent i done everything, everything?
難道我還不夠努力嗎？
Im so sorry im so weak and
我很抱歉，我現在太虛弱了
And i turned into a freak
我成了一個怪胎
But i dont know anything, anything
但我什麼都不知道啊
Ive lost all self esteem by a billion, everything
我對所有事情都失去了自尊心啊
And i feel nothing, nothing
我什麼都感覺不到了
Oh God, please tell me now
上帝，請你告訴我吧
Oh God, please tell me now cause
上帝，請你告訴我吧
Cuz i feel nothing
因為我什麼都感覺不到了
Dear God,
親愛的上帝
Im writing this letter to you
我正在給你寫信呢
I am coming unglued, please help me
我快要瘋了，求你幫幫我