Debilitated

Secrets of the night
夜晚的秘密
Make everyone go hide
讓每個人都躲起來
Pretend we're not afraid
假裝我們不害怕
But we are terrified inside our minds
但我們內心卻恐懼
I visualize that everyone has died
想像著每個人都死了
Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died!
每個人都死了，每個人都死了，每個人都死了！
And I try to masquerade the fear inside
我試圖偽裝裡面的恐懼
But it's taking over, taking over my mind
但它接管，接管我的思想
I don't know how long I can hide but,
我不知道多久我才可以隱藏
I will try
但我將嘗試
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次的擊退恐懼
And I will strive because I must survive
不斷奮鬥，因為我必須生存
These involuntary dreams
這些無意識的夢想
And every time I faint
和每次我暈眩過去
I wake up in untold pain
我醒來在數不清的痛苦
Perplexity absurdity
困惑，荒謬
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
請告訴我怎麼了我？
He says, 'I'm sure you're fine'-
他說：“我相信你很好”-
You think I'm fine?-
你認為我很好嗎？ -
I think you're fine
我覺得你很好
But I will run some tests for your piece of mind
是我要做一些測試來測試你的想法
I know how hard it can be
我知道這有多難
At home you cook and you clean
在家你做飯，你打掃
I just think you need some sleep
我只是覺得你需要睡覺
And for the dreams..
為了夢想…
They're more than dreams! -
它們不僅僅是夢！ -
They're only dreams,
它們只是夢想
They're just imaginary, fiction, merely fantasy
它們只是幻想，虛構，只是幻想而已
I know your scared and afraid
我知道你害怕和恐慌
but you can't let it persuade you
但你不能讓它說服你
to feel so dismayed
感到如此沮喪
I will try
我要努力
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次的抵禦內心的恐懼
And I will strive because I must survive
我要奮鬥，因為我必須生存
These involuntary dreams
這些無意識的夢想
And every time I faint
每次我昏倒
I wake up in untold pain
我在難以言說的痛苦
Perplexity absurdity
困惑和荒謬中醒來
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
請告訴我，我怎麼了？
'Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests. And it appears you have either voluntarily or invo
“夫人，我已經收到了您的檢查結果。看起來你要么是自願的
luntarily ingested a high dose of a drug called Ketamine.
要么是不自覺地攝入了大量的***。
Is there something you're not telling me?'
你有什麼事瞞著我嗎？”
NO!
不！
I've been drugged
我被下了藥
Taken advantage of
被利用了
It must be what's causing all these dreams
這一定是導致我做這些夢的原因
It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe, every time I fall asleep!
它讓我窒息，我幾乎不能呼吸，每次我睡著的時候！
I will try
我要努力
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次地擊退內心的恐懼
And I will strive because I must survive
我要奮鬥，因為我必須生存
These involuntary dreams
這些不自覺的夢想
And every time I faint
每次我昏倒
I wake up in untold pain
在無盡的痛苦中醒來
Perplexity absurdity
困惑，荒謬
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
請告訴我，我怎麼了？