Death Dance
I never thought I'd be so mean
我從沒想過我會變得這麼刻薄
Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
從沒想過我在19歲變成孑然一人
All the sounds are in my head again, head again
但是所有這種想法都在我腦海裡一遍遍回放
And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
所有負面想法貫穿我的思想貫穿我的一切生活
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
比起清醒和理智，我更願意愚蠢著
But you can see all the things I'm going through
比起深陷痛苦，我更願意麻木著
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
你不能看見我所經歷的一切
But you can see all the **** I'm going through
比起清醒和理智，我更願意愚蠢著
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
比起深陷痛苦，我更願意麻木著
No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive
你不能看見我所經歷的這些SB事
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
我把我的痛苦藏在心裡
Nah nah nah, makes it hard to survive
我讓自己流血只為感受活著
No you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my pain
我已經心死了
We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain
這讓我活下去更難了
I'm looking for something more
你不能找到我變成這樣的原因
So take me away, from out the door
你也不能找到我的痛苦所在
Now I'm looking for you outside to say
我們都迷失在上帝那兒了
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
但是他不能帶走我的痛苦啊
No no no, no no no , we bleed to feel alive
我在尋找一些更多的依托
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
所以把我從你門前帶走吧
Nah nah nah
我正等著你出來告訴我呢
No I can't take it
我把我的痛苦藏起來了啊
All of these memories
我看著自己流血因為這樣才能感受活著
I can't fake it
我已經在你看不到的地方死掉了
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
我不能承受
All just be myself
所有這些記憶了
I have tried to, but now I am someone else
我不能偽裝下去了
No no no, no nono, so please be kind
我正在努力但是我也正在死去
No no no, no no no, I'm losing my mind
我只是想要
No no no, no no no, I'm really not fine
我只是想要成為我自己啊
Oh no, I'm really not fine
我試過了啊但是現在我變成別人了
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
所以對我友善一點好不好
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我快瘋掉了
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
我現在真的感覺不太好
We live in an age
我真的很難受
We live in an age
我們正處於一個被性和恐懼支配的年紀
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
我們正處於一個沒有人對自己感到滿意的年紀
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我們生活在一個性和恐懼稱神的時代
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我們正處於這樣的年紀
Are flawed
我們生活在這樣的時代
No I can't take it
我們生活在一個性和恐懼稱神的時代
All of these memories
我們正處於一個沒有人對自己感到滿意的年紀
I can't fake it
我們正處於一個所有人都有裂痕的時代
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
我受夠了
All just be myself
所有這些回憶
I have tried to, but now I am someone else
我偽裝不下去了