Fading Memories

Cook it up just to numb the pain
煮熟它只是为了让疼痛麻木
Pull the belt in a search to find my last vein
解开腰带寻找我最后的血管
Like a felon in for life I’m wasting away
就像一个重罪犯，在消磨我的生命
It’s the only thing in life that keeps my mind sane
这是生命中唯一能让我头脑清醒的东西
But was it worth the consequences?
但这样做值得吗？
It numbs the hurt, it numbs the pain
它麻木了伤痛，麻木了疼痛
Cause in the end I lost a friend who died in vain
因为最后我失去了一位白白牺牲的朋友
I could never get enough to heal the pain
我永远无法得到足够的东西来治愈伤痛
It all went wrong, he was left defenseless
一切都错了，他毫无防备
He should not have died, it should be me
他不应该死的，死的应该是我
But now I see that if I believed in something
但现在我明白了，如果我去试着相信某些事
We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing
我们就会活着，但现在我们已经一无是处了
But it made me feel
但这让我觉得
It set me free
它让我自由
It cloaked the pain that tortured me
它掩盖了折磨我的痛苦
It made me blind I couldn’t see
它使我失明，我无法看见
The only one to blame was me
唯一该受责备的人是我
It was my selfish lies that caused the end of his life
是我自私的谎言，导致了他生命的终结
And now he’s gone and so are we
现在他走了，我们也走了
We’re all just fading memories
我们都只是褪色的记忆
Destined to fail
注定要失败
Sink back as the drugs take way
随着药物的扩散而下沉
Through my veins I feel my life begin to fade
通过我的血管，我感觉我的生命在开始褪色
What’s done is done and it ain’t ever gonna change
该做的都已经做了，都永远不会改变了
It’s the only thing in life that keeps me sane
这是我生命中唯一能让我保持清醒的东西
My skin turns pale as the drugs destroy my soul within
我的皮肤变得苍白，因为药物摧毁了我内心的灵魂
It’s poison, complete, bittersweet, defeat I’ll never win
这是完整的毒药，苦乐参半，失败让我永远都赢不了
I’ll give in. let go of the life I wish I never began
我会屈服，放弃我从未开始过的生活
This man is sick so I ask myself, well what if I believed in something
这个人病了，所以我问自己，如果我去试着相信某些事
We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing
我们就会活着，但现在我们已经一无是处了
But it made me feel
但这让我觉得
It set me free
它让我自由
It cloaked the pain that tortured me
它掩盖了折磨我的痛苦
It made me blind I couldn’t see
它使我失明，我无法看见
The only one to blame was me
唯一该受责备的人是我
It was my selfish lies that caused the end of his life
是我自私的谎言，导致了他生命的终结
And now he’s gone and so are we
现在他走了，我们也走了
We’re all just fading memories
我们都只是褪色的记忆
Destined to fail
注定要失败
I’m falling faster Gaining speed to a fate I can’t believe
我坠落得越来越快，加速走向我无法相信的命运
I’m a disaster a one way ticket to hell made just for me
我就是一场灾难，一张专为我制造通往地狱的单程票
I’m sorry mother I’m not the man that you thought that I would be
对不起，妈妈，我不是你想象中的那个人
Now it’s all over Hell’s awaiting me
现在一切都结束了，地狱在等着我