One in the Chamber

我和你们一样，都是一个活着的灵魂
I was a living soul just like the rest of you
一个朝九晚五工作的普通人
A normal guy working nine to five
因为我母亲病了，所以我一直在还账
Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill
我忘记了时间
I lost track of time
她失去了理智
She lost her ******* mind
最后她死了
Eventually she died
我崩溃了，被吓懵了
I was broken and petrified
所以我今晚喝了药
So I drank the medicine tonight
为我这糟透的生活干杯
Bottoms up here’s to my shitty life
我的道德理念都到哪里去了？

都随着药瓶冲走了
Where have all my morals gone?
这一切都是怎么出错的(这一切都出错了)
Washed away with the bottle
这不是我的本意，但也没有救赎的余地
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
为了那些被夺走生命的无辜人
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
我喝醉了，我很危险，我无法(我无法活下去了)
For those who take away the lives of innocent
所以在房间里有一个人在等着我结束这一切
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)
我一饮而尽，毒害了我的灵魂
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
我在那个可怕的夜晚开车走了，不能再过这样的生活了

紧随在我车后，在隧道的视野里，我看不见他们
I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core
穿过85号十字路口
I drove away that dreadful night, couldn’t take this life not anymore
我病态的过错，我特么的杀了他
Behind the wheel, the tunnel vision, I couldn’t see them
我看到血了，我做了什么？
85 through the intersection
我的道德理念都到哪里去了？
My sick transgression, I ******* killed him
都随着药瓶冲走了
I saw the blood, what had I done?
这一切都是怎么出错的(这一切都出错了)

这不是我的本意，但也没有救赎的余地
Where have all my morals gone?
为了那些被夺走生命的无辜人
Washed away with the bottle
我喝醉了，我很危险，我无法(我无法活下去了)
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
所以在房间里有一个人在等着我结束这一切
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
事情发展到这个地步了
For those who take away the lives of innocent
一支笔和一张纸，一把上了膛的枪
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)
我所做的一切，已经让我无法再活多一天
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
黑暗控制了一切

这场事故造成的后果，就是我夺走了那个女孩父亲的生命
It’s come to this
甚至连上帝都不能拯救我的灵魂
A pen and paper, a loaded gun
我现在过的生活简直就是一个植物人，我没有感受
I can’t live on another day with everything that I’ve done
在地狱的火焰中燃烧

这是我应得的，因为我既邪恶又卑鄙
Dark has taken all control
来上一枪，就准备放手
The accident had consequence, I took a father from his girl
我把手指扣在扳机上
And god can’t even save my soul
我想结束我的生活
This life I live is barely living hollow man I have no feelings
我的道德理念都到哪里去了？
Burn in fires down below
都随着药瓶冲走了
It’s just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable
这一切都是怎么出错的(这一切都出错了)
One shot ready to let go
这不是我的本意，但也没有救赎的余地
I put my finger on the trigger
为了那些被夺走生命的无辜人
Life I want mine to be over
我喝醉了，我很危险，我无法(我无法活下去了)

所以在房间里有一个人在等着我结束这一切
Where have all my morals gone?
砰！
Washed away with the bottle
房间里有一个人
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
等着我来结束这一切
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
结束这一切
For those who take away the lives of innocent
我母亲走了，所以我想我还是把这个留给找到我的人吧
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)
我真正能说的就是我很抱歉
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
我无法再忍受我的所作所为

我无法承受罪恶、痛苦和空虚
Oh!
这一切都太多了

我很空虚
There’s one in the chamber
我无法再忍受生活了
Waiting for me just to end it all

End it all

My mother is gone, so I guess I’ll just leave this is for whoever finds me
All I can really say is I’m sorry
I can’t live with myself with what I’ve done
I can’t take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness
It’s all just too much
I’m hollow
I can’t take life anymore