The story of my life
我整个人生的故事
I speak to you, no filtered characters to hide behind
我同你讲述，没有筛选的字符都隐藏在后面
All the ****ed up thoughts that rush in through my brain
所有涌入我脑海里乱七八糟的想法
Will I lose the voice that keeps me sane?
我会失去让我保持理智的声音吗？
And will they see it?
他们会看到吗？
I'm running blind here
我在这里快失明了
And nothing seems clear
似乎一切都不明确
I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
我仰望着天空，我在想知道到底为什么
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
我究竟为什么还活着，我还能站在这里？
Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain
我很惭愧，我害怕这一切都是徒劳无功的
A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear
走在这条重负之路上，我将消失在这条路的尽头
I can't help but feel this hopeless, vicious pit inside my gut
我情不自禁地感觉到我内心深处的这个绝望的、邪恶的深渊
And it makes me question the decisions that I've made while growing up
这让我质疑我在成长过程中所做过的决定
I don't know now
我现在真的不知道
(Decisions I have made, have I ****ed up?)
我做的决定，是我搞砸了吗？
I don't know how
我不知道该怎么做
(The future unfolds all I crave is hope)
未来展现的只有我对希望的渴盼
I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
我仰望着天空，我在想知道到底为什么
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
我究竟为什么还活着，我还能站在这里？
Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain
我很惭愧，我害怕这一切都是徒劳无功的
A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear
走在这条重负之路上，我将消失在这条路的尽头
I can see it, it's in my sights
我能看到，它就在我的视线里
I just gotta reach it, pull it in before I go blind
我只要能够的着它，在我失明之前把它拽进来
It looks into me, dead in my eyes
它看着我，死在我的眼睛里
And suddenly I notice I am terrified
突然我发现我很惶恐
I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
我仰望着天空，我在想知道到底为什么
Why the hell am I alive and standing here
我究竟为什么还活着，我还能站在这里？
I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
我仰望着天空，我在想知道到底为什么
Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
我究竟为什么还活着，我还能站在这里？
Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain
我很惭愧，我害怕这一切都是徒劳无功的
A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear
走在这条重负之路上，我将消失在这条路的尽头
I'm afraid I'll disappear
我很害怕我会就此灰飞烟灭
No Walls