Bury My Burdens (feat. Matt Good)

I pray on my knees what are you trying to show me
我跪下祈祷，你想给我展现些什么？
God tell me please because it's driving me crazy
上帝请告诉我，因为它快把我逼疯了
Am I sick?
我病了吗？
(I'm sick!)
我病了！
Fanatic or possessed by a demon inside me that is poisoning my soul deep from within
我狂热的内心被恶魔依附，从内心深处毒害着我的灵魂
The fear the fear
畏惧，恐惧
That's imprisoned me here
把我囚禁在这里
Caused by these blackouts and nightmares that seem to have come from nowhere
由这些似乎不知从何而来的断电和噩梦引起的
I'm scared. Am I ill and impaired?
我被吓到了，我病残了吗？
Or am I bound by a curse from an evil?
还是我被邪恶的诅咒束缚住了？
So I'll say a prayer
所以我要祈祷
Please God please
请求上帝
purge out this torment inside me
帮我清除内心的痛苦吧
The night caught fire
夜里失火了
The dark sunk in
黑暗逐渐消失
I felt the venom deep within
我感觉到了内心深处的怨恨
Myself a toxic war
我自己就是一场恶战
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
I must contain
我必须控制住
My lunacy
我的精神错乱
Keep up the front that I'm okay
调整心态，继续向前，我没事的
My burdens I must ignore
我必须忽略我的负担
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
I don't know why I faint
我不知道我为什么会晕倒
But these blackouts create these visions in my head of hate
但这些断电在我仇恨的脑子里产生了这些幻觉
Am I sick? Or is there more than it seems at first glance?
我病了吗？或者是有比第一眼看上去更多的东西？
Is there a message hidden deep within these dreams?
这些梦里是否隐藏着某种信息？
Please God please
上帝求求你
Purge out this torment inside me
帮我消除内心的痛苦吧
Set me free
让我自由
Or have you forsaken me?
还是你抛弃了我？
The night caught fire
夜里失火了
The dark sunk in
黑暗逐渐消失
I felt the venom deep within
我感觉到了内心深处的怨恨
Myself a toxic war
我自己就是一场恶战
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
I must contain
我必须控制住
My lunacy
我的精神错乱
Keep up the front that I'm okay
调整心态，继续向前，我没事的
My burdens I must ignore
我必须忽略我的负担
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
Locked away I'll hide out
锁起来，我会躲好
Feels like I've come undone
感觉像是我松开了手脚
Or I can leave now
或者我可以现在就走
But where can I go?
但是我又能去哪里呢？
Where can I run?
我又能跑去哪里呢？
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
Gotta open my eyes to see through the storm
我要睁开眼睛看清暴风雨的来龙去脉
And I try to maintain
我试着保持
The illusion of glee that makes me seem okay, day by day
幻觉的愉悦让我看起来一天比一天好
But it's starting to destroy me
但是它开始摧毁我了
I'll live a lie
我会活在谎言中
Keep it inside
把它放在里面
I'll live a lie
我会活在谎言中
I'll live a lie
我会活在谎言中
The night caught fire
夜里失火了
The dark sunk in
黑暗逐渐消失
I felt the venom deep within
我感觉到了内心深处的怨恨
Myself a toxic war
我自己就是一场恶战
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
I must contain
我必须控制住
My lunacy
我的精神错乱
Keep up the front that I'm okay
调整心态，继续向前，我没事的
My burdens I must ignore
我必须忽略我的负担
We've all got something to live for
我们都有活着的理由
I'll live a lie
我会活在谎言里