Debilitated

Secrets of the night
夜晚的秘密
Make everyone go hide
让每个人都躲起来
Pretend we're not afraid
假装我们不害怕
But we are terrified inside our minds
但我们内心却恐惧
I visualize that everyone has died
想象着每个人都死了
Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died!
每个人都死了，每个人都死了，每个人都死了！
And I try to masquerade the fear inside
我试图伪装里面的恐惧
But it's taking over, taking over my mind
但它接管，接管我的思想
I don't know how long I can hide but,
我不知道多久我才可以隐藏
I will try
但我将尝试
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次的击退恐惧
And I will strive because I must survive
不断奋斗，因为我必须生存
These involuntary dreams
这些无意识的梦想
And every time I faint
和每次我晕眩过去
I wake up in untold pain
我醒来在数不清的痛苦
Perplexity absurdity
困惑，荒谬
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
请告诉我怎么了我？
He says, "I'm sure you're fine"-
他说：“我相信你很好”-
You think I'm fine?-
你认为我很好吗？-
I think you're fine
我觉得你很好
But I will run some tests for your piece of mind
是我要做一些测试来测试你的想法
I know how hard it can be
我知道这有多难
At home you cook and you clean
在家你做饭，你打扫
I just think you need some sleep
我只是觉得你需要睡觉
And for the dreams..
为了梦想…
They're more than dreams! -
它们不仅仅是梦！-
They're only dreams,
它们只是梦想
They're just imaginary, fiction, merely fantasy
它们只是幻想，虚构，只是幻想而已
I know your scared and afraid
我知道你害怕和恐慌
but you can't let it persuade you
但你不能让它说服你
to feel so dismayed
感到如此沮丧
I will try
我要努力
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次的抵御内心的恐惧
And I will strive because I must survive
我要奋斗，因为我必须生存
These involuntary dreams
这些无意识的梦想
And every time I faint
每次我昏倒
I wake up in untold pain
我在难以言说的痛苦
Perplexity absurdity
困惑和荒谬中醒来
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
请告诉我，我怎么了？
"Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests. And it appears you have either voluntarily or invo
“夫人，我已经收到了您的检查结果。看起来你要么是自愿的
luntarily ingested a high dose of a drug called Ketamine.
要么是不自觉地摄入了大量的***。
Is there something you're not telling me?"
你有什么事瞒着我吗？”
NO!
不！
I've been drugged
我被下了药
Taken advantage of
被利用了
It must be what's causing all these dreams
这一定是导致我做这些梦的原因
It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe, every time I fall asleep!
它让我窒息，我几乎不能呼吸，每次我睡着的时候！
I will try
我要努力
Again and again to fend off the fear inside
一次又一次地击退内心的恐惧
And I will strive because I must survive
我要奋斗，因为我必须生存
These involuntary dreams
这些不自觉的梦想
And every time I faint
每次我昏倒
I wake up in untold pain
在无尽的痛苦中醒来
Perplexity absurdity
困惑，荒谬
Tell me please what's wrong with me?
请告诉我，我怎么了？